I was sitting at my desk on Friday morning sipping my hot coffee while waiting for my computer to restart. I remember thinking to myself, “Thank God it’s Friday!” Have you ever had one of those weeks where every day was hard? Weeks like that can be so exhausting.
I stopped my thoughts from derailing into a self-pity party and got to work. Shortly after my oldest daughter walked in. She came in to tell me she had just gotten a text from her best friend from our hometown inviting she and I to come to a Women’s Conference in Georgetown that evening. She asked if she could go. Honestly guys, I was so exhausted that my gut instinct was no. I didn’t think I could find the energy to leave work, drive two and a half hours to Georgetown, participate in the two hour event and then drive home. I just wanted to go home on that rainy Friday and get in my PJ’s and crawl in bed.
Something inside told me that this was not about me, get over yourself, and take your girl to see her best friend. She needed it. What I didn’t know was just how deeply I needed it too.
The fog and misty rain caused us to arrive just 30 minutes before the event started. We met up with our besties in the parking lot that was full. There were over 3,000 women in attendance to this event. I thought to myself we were going to be lucky to find a seat. After we entered the auditorium there was a lady that walked up to us and asked us if we needed seats. We of course told her yes and she walked us right up front where the VIP’s were sitting. She ushered us in to 6 open seats right up front and center. Friends, when The Lord has a message to give you…HE MAKES THE WAY!
It was time to worship together. I don’t know if you have ever been to an event like this. If you haven’t may I encourage you to do so. When you have 3,000 women stand to their feet in PRAISE and WORSHIP the hair on the back of your head stands up. You can’t help but lift your hands and sing. The diversity in the room didn’t matter. We were all there with one purpose and all of our differences and trials in that moment seemed to fade away. It was AMAZING!
Priscilla Shirer was our guest speaker for the evening, and The Lord brought an amazing word through her that spoke to each of us right where we were. Isn’t that so cool…that through the word of God…He can speak to the masses individually and intimately. Check out this verse that we camped on for the evening; “Now Naaman was commander of the army of the king of Aram. He was a great man in the sight of his master and highly regarded, because through him the Lord had given victory to Aram. He was a valiant soldier, BUT HE HAD LEPROSY.” 2 Kings 5:1
What a man of accomplishment and resume. He was the commander of the army. He was highly respected. He was a valiant soldier. He had it going on…BUT HE HAD LEPROSY. Priscilla went on to point out the way we are in our Social Media world today. We like to share our accomplishments and how we have it going on, but we don’t like to talk about our leprosy. The thing is we all have it. We all have something that is broken to deal with in our lives. It’s what we do with it that can either save us, or it can down right kill us.
“Elisha sent a messenger to say to him, “Go, wash yourself seven times in the Jordan, and your flesh will be restored and you will be cleansed.” 2 Kings 5:10
“So he went down and dipped himself in the Jordan seven times, as the man of God had told him, and his flesh was restored and became clean like that of a young boy.” 2 Kings 5:14
Sweet friends, what are we going to do with our leprosy? Are we going to deal with it and be cleansed? Our Lord can handle our yuck. He wants us to lay it down before him. He can wash our sin away. He can cleanse us from it all. The weight can be lifted and our joy will return. I don’t know about you, but that is the life I desire to live. I am so grateful that I said yes to go. I am so grateful that my oldest got to sit next to me and hear the same message spoken to her personally. We both had walked into that building exhausted and tired from our hard and broken week, but we both left refreshed, cleansed and new. There were tears beautiful and thankful tears for the way He moved to provide for us. We needed it. He knew we needed it, and he met us there in the most beautiful way. We serve a mighty and faithful God! He is mighty to save and cleanse us from our sins.
Enjoy this beautiful song! Sing it to Him! He hears…he listens…and He ANSWERS!
The moment was surreal for me. I was holding my husband’s hand with my head bowed praying for one of my best friend’s baby that was being dedicated to The Lord. I had just held this sweet baby for the first time only minutes before the dedication. The smell of his sweet skin and innocence in his eyes took me back to when my girls were babies. I remember Ryan and I bringing them before the church and making the same commitment. In that moment of remembering my eyes filled up with tears.
Ryan and I made it back in time to go to our church at Currey Creek, and we are so grateful. This is the message that was shared. The timing is always perfect from The Lord. I love it…Jesus tells his disciples, “STOP letting your hearts be troubled!” BELIEVE!!! Trust in God and BELIEVE IN ME! There is not one second of our days where our God has forgotten us. He REMEMBERS our dedication. He REMEMBERS our salvation! All 3 of my babies have said YES to JESUS! They are HIS! That promise that He made to His disciples are for you and for me! He is ACTIVE! He is working on our behalf here and now and also in the future. I love that he says he is preparing a place for us…and then he goes on to say that he is coming back. You would think it would say that he is coming back to take us to the place he is preparing, but the verse says, “I will come back and take you to be with ME!” You guys…Jesus LOVES us and wants us to be with HIM! There is nothing better than that good news my friends.
We all have moments when we think like Doubting Thomas and Realist Philip. These guys are the real deal. They dropped everything to follow Christ and yet they struggled. We all do. We all fall short. Jesus is calling us to simply BELIEVE! Don’t stop trusting in God and BELIEVING in JESUS! He is the EXCLUSIVE way to the Father. You cannot get to the Father without believing in JESUS CHRIST! PRAY! Cry out to HIM! Get on your knees for your children. There is an evil that is trying to steal them away, but when God’s people PRAY, God is VICTORIOUS. He will NOT let them be plucked from HIS hands. Keep speaking the truth in love to your children. Keep loving them. Keep showing them your TRUST in God…and watch our Faithful Father do what only HE can do! Jesus SAVES! He will see our babies through all of their precious days!!! #ARISE #BELIEVE #PRAY 
I had the opportunity to get away this past weekend to a 6,000 acre ranch. The plan was to hunt, relax, eat some food and hunt some more. I am not an expert level hunter. In fact, I just learned how to look through the scope of a gun just a little over a year ago. Here’s the funny thing, no one on this trip would have guessed this to be true. I talk a pretty big game. I like to give the impression that I know what I am doing even when I don’t. The thing about deer camp is you can’t mask this for very long. They will figure you out quick…especially when you aim and miss.
We made it back in time to go to church yesterday. The title of our sermon was, “Esse Quam Videri.” This means “To BE rather than to appear.” It seems The Lord was not finished allowing me my reflective thinking. The words that were spoken were speaking straight to my broken heart. We were in the book of Acts when Peter was speaking to the crowd after they had witnessed Peter heal a beggar. They were astonished by him and he quickly confronted their sin and made much of Jesus Christ.
Sometimes when this world has left me empty and has disappointed me I dream of Heaven. It helps me take my eyes off of my circumstances and place them on the reality that awaits me. It awaits for you too.
I love that John was given this vision and he was faithful to write it down for you and me. I love that God spoke to John and told him intimate details of what he will do for his children that overcome this world. It overwhelms me. Visualizing him wiping away my tears bring me tears today. The dream of not having any more death, mourning, crying or pain makes me long for Christ to come.
What if we each took these words and lived by them? I wonder just how different this world would be. Our family sat down a couple of months ago and really digested what these words were asking us to do. It’s been a challenge for us, but in trying to live up to them we have experienced a breakthrough. I hear words from my bedroom that bring a momma to tears, “I love you sis, good night.” Simple words that bring hope and life. Harmony! The bickering is being suffocated out by compassion. It only takes one to get it started. What if you were that one person? What if instead of responding to an insult we offered grace? What if we prayed for the one that is hurting instead of trying to pay back the hurt?
His word is a lamp unto our feet. It shows us how to live and shows us how to have a life of abundance. I don’t know about you, but I want that life. I want to offer a smile instead of a frown. I want to offer a word that can encourage over a word that can hurt. I want to show others sympathy instead of indifference. I want to be compassionate to what others are going through. We are all walking through our own trials. Wouldn’t it be wonderful if we could all lend a shoulder or a helping hand instead of tending to our own selfish needs or desires. So what’s stopping us? Let’s get out there and LOVE BIG! Let’s ARISE! Let’s be obedient and experience a BREAKTHROUGH!
This is Genevieve Love holding me when I was first born. She is my Great Aunt on my dad’s paternal side. Everyone called her Dede. She had a contagious smile that would light up a room when you walked into it. She radiated JOY. I do not remember a cross word ever leaving her lips. She was gentle and kind, humble and generous. Everytime my parents would take us to visit she and Uncle Brooks they would give my sister and I a $1 before we would leave. We would get up in her lap and she would hug us as tight as her rheumatoid arthritis would allow. I will never forget my Dede.
This is Margaret McKnight. She is my Great Aunt on my dad’s maternal side. Everyone called her Aunt Honey. It was the perfect nickname for her. She was as sweet as honey. She was our family historical as she always had a camera. There was never a moment when Aunt Honey wasn’t asking you to smile. I was the first grandchild on both sides of my family. I learned to pose and smile at a very early age. She was the life of the party. Everything was BIG with Aunt Honey. She had exquisite taste in jewelry and perfumes. When my sister and I would visit we would spend hours in her bathroom spraying every kind of perfume and pretending we were movie stars. Before we went to bed my Uncle Hugh would make us a root beer float in a big fancy crystal glass…that’s right, right before bed. They rottened us because they could, and they wanted us to know we were loved. I will never forget my Aunt Honey.
Last week I had a dream about my Nana. She was my dad’s mom, sister to Aunt Honey and the very best grandmother to her 9 grandchildren. It’s been years since I have dreamed of her. She was so beautiful in the dream, just the way I remember her. She was helping me clean out my drawers of all things. I remember waking up and just being so thankful for that precious dream. When I went to work that day I was having a conversation with our new Counselors. They asked me if my first name was Margaret. I said yes with a smile and went on to explain the heritage of my name. I don’t believe in coincidences. I believe The Lord was reminding me of my sweet heritage and to write it down so that my children and their children will know the depth of their heritage.
Do you know how amazing you are? Let that question sink in for a minute and ponder it. I’m not asking it in a way to make you feel better about yourself or to boost your confidence…although that will naturally happen when you discover this truth. I’m asking if you really know the amazing depth that our Creator has gone to create YOU?
I had a wonderful opportunity to visit with Mr. Keith Jeffcoat, Science Teacher and Boerne High School’s Teacher of the Year for 2018. I love this guy’s passion for Science. The time I had with him had me on the edge of my seat eager to learn more. Here’s what he shared with me.
Happy New Year faithful followers! I’m back to blogging, and I could not be more excited!!! I have so much to share with you. It’s been a little over a year since I have written. 2017 was a year of submitting to The Lord and being gentle and quiet. It was the most challenging year of my life. When The Lord asks you to be quiet be prepared to learn. He will begin to speak and show you things about yourself that you never knew. I feel like a new me has emerged from the ashes, and I am so much better from having gone through the valley with the faithfulness of The Lord by my side. If there is anything I desire for you to take away from this post…it’s that our God is FAITHFUL. He WILL see you through your darkest hour, and you WILL be STRONGER and CLOSER to our Creator than you ever were before. Trust Him!
In the fall, when I was at my lowest point, my sister invited me to a Women’s Retreat in Wimberley, TX. I am so grateful I said yes and went. The message spoken to all of the women present was the beginning of the turning point for me and where The Lord IS leading me…it’s where He is leading all of us if we will ARISE and GO. “Moses my servant is dead. Now arise, you and all these people, get ready to cross the Jordan River into the land I am about to give them –to the Israelites. I will give you every place where you set your foot, as I promised Moses” Joshua 1:2-3. I love how God calls Joshua to action. The Israelites were stuck…not moving forward. They had been encircling their problems instead of encircling their promises. What an ah-ha moment for me. I was just like them in my own journey. The words of hurt that had been spoken over me and my family continued to keep me stuck in the pit of despair. I was not moving forward. That is not the intention of our Lord. He wants us to move forward each new day towards our Promised Land. I love this quote that the leader of the conference spoke over us, “When we ARISE, the position and posture of our hearts change and point us to the promise.” When I looked up the definition of arise this is what I learned: Arise is a verb that means to get up, to stand, to emerge. It’s an action that we must take. Instead of focusing on our problems, we must focus on our PROMISES.
So that’s it…that’s the message The Lord has spoken over me. “Arise” is my word of the year. I will stand up and GO! I will be STRONG and COURAGEOUS while doing it. My verse of the year is Joshua 1:9. I even have a shirt of the year. It’s perfect. “RISE UP, TAKE COURAGE and DO IT!” Ezra 10:4 If you want one visit this link:
Today is my 100th blog post! The timing of this celebration blows me away. I just returned from a vacation in the mountains of Estes Park, Colorado. He knew! He knew before I even took my first breath that this week in time would align with this 100th post of encouraging others. As the winds whistled through the trees I heard Him whisper sweet and tender things to me. I started this journey on January 1, 2015 almost 2 year ago out of an obedience to The Lord. My family had just picked up and moved. We had left everything and everyone we knew behind us. We had said YES to The Lord, and He wanted me to share some of my journey with YOU…to encourage you and to testify to you that He is GOOD. I stand in AWE of what He has accomplished through this broken vessel over these past two years. Together we have reached 16,827 views in over 60 countries with the good news of Jesus Christ. This my friends is worth celebrating!
The whole experience has come full circle for me. As I hiked through the mountains, I recalled my very first blog post. (You can read
So how will you give love away today? How will you live with abandon this coming year? Do you have new goals in mind? I hope you do. I hope you draw closer to our Lord. Spend time with Him daily. His Holy word is a comfort and a lifeline to my soul…may it be the same for you. Give Him thanks daily for your many blessings. There are many even in the midst of suffering and adversity. Look for them. Praise Him for them. You’ll be amazed at how your perspective changes and you will feel lifted above the mire. Share His love with those you know and those you don’t know. Be the gift! Live with abandon!!!
It’s finals week at our house and for many of your homes as well. Our kids are tired. There is a bit of weariness in us too. We’re all ready for the break, and if we are not careful we will be tempted to throw our hands up and just go through the motions to get through… offering less than our very best. I want to encourage you today to not fall into that temptation. Don’t listen to the lie that mediocrity is okay to give. We should never settle for anything other than our very best. I have the best Christmas story to illustrate to you why.
Jesus was probably one to two years old by the time the wise men found him. They had traveled far following the star to get to him. Can you imagine how tired they were? What a journey they had traveled to meet the KING of kings and LORD of lords. I am sure they had moments of tiredness along the way, but they kept going. They kept giving their best foot forward to get to him, and when they arrived they gave him the best gifts only fitting for a KING. Enjoy these words from the footnote of my study bible for verse 11, “The Magi brought gifts and worshipped Jesus for who he was. This is the essence of true worship-honoring Christ for who he is and being willing to give him what is valuable to you. Worship God because he is the perfect, just and almighty Creator of the universe, worthy of the BEST YOU have to give.”
He sees and He knows. You don’t have to be rich to give Him your best. You don’t have to be the most successful. You don’t have to make the highest grade in the class. Just simply give Him the very BEST of YOU! Our oldest daughter exemplified it so well this week to our family. School doesn’t come easy for this precious child. In fact, it’s downright hard. She had a big test in her Pre-AP Geometry class that was going to make her or break her. We had a discussion about what giving her best looks like. She went to tutoring every day for a week. She stayed after class and came to school early. She even met with her tennis coach who teaches math. He helped her too. Test day came and she gave it her very best. She felt good about what she had done and was hopeful to hear the results. It took the teacher a couple of days to grade it. Early this week she was in my office after school. She logged into the portal to check her grades. I was busy working not paying much attention when I heard her burst out in tears of joy. “Mom, I did it! I made a 89 on my Geometry test.” You guys…this momma could not have been more proud. Our girl had given her very best she could offer and that is worthy to Him. You are worthy to Him! He’s the KING of kings and LORD of lords. Don’t settle for giving him your second best. Give Him all you’ve got, every single day He gives you.